I get so wrapped up in whatever it is I'm doing....
Yesterday it was rampaging through the mall out in the suburbs looking to buy cute summer clothes. Ya know, I'm going on a few big trips coming up and it's like I MUST have cute clothes to wear. AND, most of all, cute shoes. I get a little obsessive. I've already been online 4 times today to see the status of my order from Nordstrom. If anyone cares, I ordered the Tsubo Pingers. I hope they are as dashing as they appear on the computer screen. Is there anyone else out there that obsesses....I mean really obsesses. For real. It's like I lost connection with myself, God, and any sort of real meaning in the midst of my mall outing. Then there was work last night. I just dig in and bury myself in whatever it is at hand. Today, it was a trip to Walmart. Wow. Does it really take all morning to go to Walmart?
So, now that the day is nearly over and my heart feels lonely and empty and tired, it dawned on me that I don't make a spot for him in my life. I leave room for a nice jog, a trip to Walmart, hours upon hours getting my wardrobe in order, but no time for My Love. I'm really sad about that.
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Busyness=Numbness
I get so wrapped up in whatever it is I'm doing....
Yesterday it was rampaging through the mall out in the suburbs looking to buy cute summer clothes. Ya know, I'm going on a few big trips coming up and it's like I MUST have cute clothes to wear. AND, most of all, cute shoes. I get a little obsessive. I've already been online 4 times today to see the status of my order from Nordstrom. If anyone cares, I ordered the Tsubo Pingers. I hope they are as dashing as they appear on the computer screen. Is there anyone else out there that obsesses....I mean really obsesses. For real. It's like I lost connection with myself, God, and any sort of real meaning in the midst of my mall outing. Then there was work last night. I just dig in and bury myself in whatever it is at hand. Today, it was a trip to Walmart. Wow. Does it really take all morning to go to Walmart?
So, now that the day is nearly over and my heart feels lonely and empty and tired, it dawned on me that I don't make a spot for him in my life. I leave room for a nice jog, a trip to Walmart, hours upon hours getting my wardrobe in order, but no time for My Love. I'm really sad about that.
Yesterday it was rampaging through the mall out in the suburbs looking to buy cute summer clothes. Ya know, I'm going on a few big trips coming up and it's like I MUST have cute clothes to wear. AND, most of all, cute shoes. I get a little obsessive. I've already been online 4 times today to see the status of my order from Nordstrom. If anyone cares, I ordered the Tsubo Pingers. I hope they are as dashing as they appear on the computer screen. Is there anyone else out there that obsesses....I mean really obsesses. For real. It's like I lost connection with myself, God, and any sort of real meaning in the midst of my mall outing. Then there was work last night. I just dig in and bury myself in whatever it is at hand. Today, it was a trip to Walmart. Wow. Does it really take all morning to go to Walmart?
So, now that the day is nearly over and my heart feels lonely and empty and tired, it dawned on me that I don't make a spot for him in my life. I leave room for a nice jog, a trip to Walmart, hours upon hours getting my wardrobe in order, but no time for My Love. I'm really sad about that.
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